It's been a while that i did not write English post.
today, my head tells me to write something in english, unfortunately my english standard already drop tremendously.
My English Standard should be around kindergarten stage.
Lately, i feel very Dizzy,tired and frustrated...
i hate this feeling.
My Final Year Project need to Re-Do...this makes my peaceful Life suddenly turn into Lack of time and hectic.
gosh~
hope Godness of Mercy can hear my pray, and answer my wish.
i really wanted to have a peaceful life.
...
for the mean time, i did not put much hope in my current relationship.
coz i really did not have the confidence to hold this relationship anymore.
i feel so tired, coz what ever i say, it seems like rubbish...crap...
i feel so useless..
but relationship problem and my studies...
haih...
i still quite conscious regarding this matter...
i divide it clearly...
although i cant 100% relationship problem cannot affect my studies, coz it really does affect a bit...
i love her.
but im not sure whether she love me anot.
tats y...im tired..
haha
how she treat me i know...
but maybe the confidence of mine...long gone...
izzit better that i stay single?
although single life will be kinda lonely, since all my frens are not around.
i should learn to be more independent...
as in future i am the one who need to face my crucial faith.
hope all will be good in my carrier, as i really hopeless in relationship matter..
better dun touch this kind of problem anymore...
single then single until the day i die ba..
my parents should be ok kua?!!

今天，我跟她简讯聊天
得知她已跟她的男友分手了
刚开始时我真的很开心
可是后来我才发现到我真的很自私
 
为何自私？
其实我应该感到沮丧才是。
朋友分手了应该沮丧的
不过后来我决定安慰她
 
其实那个她
。。。是我的前女友
无可否认的，我还很爱她
可是，
我不懂啊！
蛮烦恼下的说
每次安慰她
我都很难受
我敢在这里写出来适应为她不懂我这里有部落格
她不懂我是带着怎样的心情去安慰她
 
傻傻的我
还在为了她付出
虽然那微不足道的付出
可是我还想为了她做些事情
 
14-8-2008的夜晚
我睡不着
我失眠了
15-8-08
我睡着了
可是我发了恶梦
 
关于她的
我眼角的热水不断的涌出
我觉得自己好没用哦！
 
命中注定我爱你22集
蛮干人的
中山龙跟汪珍珠的那席话
深深的印在我那脆弱的心灵里
 
他等了她五十年都没有后悔过
我想等她两年显得太微不足道了